This Smile Is For You

- "If you have made another person on this earth smile, your life has been worthwhile."
_{~ Sr. Mary Christelle Macaluso}



This is dedicated to all my beautiful friends. I wish I could list you all. Thankyou for making it possible for me to smile like this.


I've been in a kind of on & off sappy & sad moods as some people have been really cruel to me lately.
People haven't been this horrible to me since 2006. It brings back the awful memories of my old school years & my first year of uni. I was so unhappy back then, with no people really concerned for my well being & with poor health & quality of life. It was only in 2007 when I became part of this community, got accepted by people, encouraged to do what I enjoy & meeting beautiful people with the same hobbies & likes. You made me get out more, you got me away from just going to school, away from just sitting at home alone, you enjoyed my company & I don't think I'll ever really be able to thank you all as much as you truly deserve in this life time.

But thinking about it now, I don't really care what the people who are hurting me now think of me. I'm disgusted with how they're going about doing it, it's just upsetting for everyone & is just stupidly lame & immature.
These people actually had me worried as to whether or not I should post this picture because I know they'll try & turn it into something lame somehow, as they have done in the past with things I've posted. But, I wanted to try & hopefully bring a smile to my friends faces as they have done for me & I'm not going to let the few lame people out there stop me from appreciating those who appreciate me.

I don't want to waste my time anymore dwelling on why people decide to be cruel & do horrible things to me. They don't deserve my time, nor my worrying. There are so many more beautiful people out there who care about me & my energy is best spent on them. I don't like having to always be the quiet one when people hurt me. They don't deserve that kind of respect or integrity, when they have none themselves.
I'm happy that I'll know happiness more powerful & beautiful than they ever could. I am so blessed to know every single one of my friends. I'm blessed to have met every one whom I've met. I'm blessed to just know you or to have known you.




There are well over 100 smiles (/stupid faces I've pulled at cons or when out with friends) from 2007-2008 here. These are the moments in my life where I have been my most vulnerable & the most happy in my life.
All of these moments are for you. All these smiles are for you. You're the beautiful people who worked so hard to put it there & who continue to work hard everyday to keep it there. I know I never would've been this happy in my life had I not met you, nor would I be where I am today without every single one of you.

Hopefully I can bring a smile to your face as you have done so for me & I hope we can keep smilling together in the future.




& as always with me. An extra special thankyou to my Catty You're the most beautiful thing to ever come into my life. I know I never could've taken that first step out of my shell if it weren't for you. I doubt I could've met everyone else nor gotten this far with out you. Thankyou for being the most special & best friend I have ever had in my life.




Also a special thankyou too all the beautiful people who took these photos. So many to mention & credit again, I'll try my best to remember all of you, please tell me if I need to credit you.

*Floatyman _{<--- (as always, thanks so much, you always catch the best moments on your camera)}
Aly
Ally-smex
Akiko Okubo
Rinne-chan
Neil Creek
Madara & Nadleeh
Asham
Catty
Bubby
Widya
Kasu-chan
Acey
Muki
Hikaru-chan
Bread
Patty-kun/Zael
Chrystal-smex
& Many More most likely =___='''


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